amielamie

Have you ever been as hungry as a fox??

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 21:40:42 GMT

Who was the last person to mentally hurt you?
*I don't remember who it was.

The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
*Probably.

What were you doing at 4 am?
*Uhh.. sleeping I believe.

What's your favorite cereal?
*Kix, but only dry because I hate cereal with milk.

What's the last thing you drank?
*Flat pop.

Where is your biological mother right now?
*She just left the room.

Where is your biological father right now?
*In the living room.

What's your mood?
*Bored.

Can you crack your knuckles?
*Yes.

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
*Nope.

Are you doing anything tomorrow?
*Going to school.

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
*Alone lol well sometimes.

Will this Friday be a good one?
*Who knows.

Do you think age matters in relationships?
*Well, if two people are extremely far in age then yes.

Do you like movie nights?
*Yeah.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
*Uh like 5:00am.

Do you cry a lot?
*Sometimes.

Have you recently?
*No.

Do you think that you're a good person?
*Yes.

What was on your mind mostly today?
*Babies.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
*Yes, that is usually the case.

What's your favorite candy?
*I don't really like candy, but Chick-O-Sticks are cool.

What woke you up this morning?
*Justin telling me he was leaving.

Have you ever eaten raw pumpkin?
*Yeah. To taste it.

Does your car have a name?
*Yeah, The Cadillac.

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
*No.

Who did you sleep with last night?
*Justin.

Wearing any bracelets?
*Nope.

Three words that explain why you last threw up?
*I was sick.

What are you wearing?
*Pajamas.

Do you wake up cranky?
*Yes, most of the time.

Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up?
*Yes. At the time I did, but now that I look back, that's not what I really wanted.

How is your hair done right now?
*It's up in a pony tail.

Are you dating the person you text most?
*I don't text anyone.

What is your favorite color?
*Black.

What do you want? to weigh less?
*Something to eat. No I don't want to weigh less. Gosh.

What is your MySpace song right now?
*Cash Machine, by Hard-Fi.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
*Not at the moment.

You're trapped in a room with your ex for 3 days, what do you do?
*Try to get out together.

What should you be doing right now?
*Washing clothes.
________________________

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
*Yes.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
*Yes.

Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
*Yes.

The last person you texted needs you at 3AM, do you go?
*No way.

Do you love the last person you called?
*Yes.

Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
*No.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
*Yes there is.

Are you taller than your mom?
*Nope.

Favorite fruit?
*Strawberries. =))

How many piercings do you have, and what are they?
*Two. One in each ear.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
*No.

What are you listening to?
*Nothing.

Next time you will kiss someone?
*Around nine tonight.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
*Why yes I have, a few actually.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
*Uh yeah, who hasn't? lol

Would you ever dye your hair blond?
*No.

What are your plans for the weekend?
*The weekend is almost over.

What were you doing at 6ish this morning?
*Sleeping!

Where do you want to go?
*Out to eat.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
*On myspace.

Honestly, who was the last person to make you smile?
*Martin.

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
*Roaches.

Do you like your life right now?
*I suppose I could say yes.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
*I don't know and don't care.

What was on your mind mostly today?
*Um.. babies!!

Have you held hands with anyone today?
*No.

Have a best friend?
*No.

What's bothering you right now?
*Hunger.

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
*Probably Justin.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
*Not really.

How many kids do you want to have?
*Zero.

What did you do this afternoon?
*Use my computer.

Can you take a bra off with one hand?
*Yes.

Can you use chopsticks?
*Yes. There was a time where all I used were chopsticks and spoons. =))

How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
*I don't remember that.

Do you HAVE to have brand name stuff?
*Not at all.

Last time you washed your hair?
*Yesterday.

Do you like Oreos?
*I like the black part but I hate the white part.

Can you ice skate?
*No.

What kind of mood are you in?
*Bored/hungry mood.

What is the theme of your bedroom?
*Random mess.

Last thing someone bought for you?
*Uh, food I think.

Do you take walks often?
*No.

Who were you with last night?
*My Tookie.

Any upcoming vacations?
*Nope.

If you were to attend a costume party tonight, what or whom would you go as?
*Hmm.. Robert Smith.

What is your concession stand must-have at the movies?
*Pretzel. I rarely get it, though.

Which is worse: Being in a place that is too loud or too quiet?
*Definitely too loud.

If you had to have the same topping on your vanilla ice cream for the rest of your life, what topping would you choose?
*NOTHING! I like my ice cream to be plain white vanilla. =))

What kind of lunchbox did you have as a kid?
*I never had a lunchbox.

Would you rather be trapped in an elevator or stuck in traffic?
*Stuck in an elevator.

Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to?
*Yes. I'm still going out with him, and I just lost my virginity less than a month ago.

What do you wish someone would buy you?
*Some darn food!

When was the last time you had Mom's home cooking?
*Lol mom doesn't do that.

What do people label you as?
*Emo, goth, rocker. You name it. lol

Are you missing anyone right now?
*Yeah, Lisa Pizza.

What's one type of person that really bothers you?
*Liars.

If you could go back and change something, what would it be?
*Hm, nothing.

Are you happy today?
*I guess.

Do you ever wonder if you are someone's everything?
*I'm pretty sure that I am.

Who was the last person you fell asleep with?
*Justin.

When was the last time you were really happy?
*I don't remember at all.

Who was the last person to call you beautiful?
*Justin.

Could you use some sleep right now?
*No.

Have you ever made out against a car?
*Yes.

When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
*Last night. I think there were a few moths too. =))

Any plans for tomorrow?
*Just going to school.

Have you held hands with someone in the past week?
*Yes, Justin.

Do you want any tattoos?
*No.

What color is your showerhead?
*Silver.

Do you think Ray J is attractive?
*I don't even know who that is.

Did it hurt the first time you used a tampon?
*Yes and it was very uncomfortable, that's why I only used one once because I had nothing else.

What is the color of your skin?
*White! =))

Did you like the movie "Freedom Writers"?
*Yes, I watched it in school.

Do you think Gisele Bundchen's attractive?
*Who is that?

Have you ever experienced a text message break-up?
*Haha. No, but I know the song.

Do you have a Thinspiration journal?
*What the heck is that??

Have you seen "Twilight"?
*Nope.

Is Cam Gigandet a hottie or what?
*Okay, enough of the random names.

What is a piercing you would never, ever get?
*Nose. Most definitely.

What do you think of chastity belts?
*Everyone should get one.

Do you own any Victoria's Secret perfume?
*No.

Do you love champagne?
*No.

Is Kanye West attractive to you?
*No way. Ick.

Would you ever get a tattoo on your face?
*No.

Have you ever felt a dick that was over eight inches?
*What? Ew.

If you were having sex and your partner said "Take it, bitch!". What would you do?
*Punch them.

Do you want a Macbook Air?
*What is that?

Do you ever consider the feelings of others when making decisions?
*Yes I do.

Do you think someone is thinking of you right now?
*Yes.

How late did you stay up last night?
*Um, I'm not sure about that.

Do you want someone to call you right now?
*No.

Is there something you want at the moment?
*Yes, something to eat would be very nice.

Have you ever been out until the sun came up?
*Yes. =)) I miss those days.

What was the last thing you bought?
*I don't know.

Are you an emotional person?
*Sometimes.

Any Summer plans this year?
*Not yet.

Days Go By

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 06:56:57 GMT

I feel like I'm getting no where in this life.
But, I keep telling myself that things will get better.
I don't mean to sound all depressed or whatever, but I am just..
sad? lately, I guess.

I wonder what I am really going to do with my life.
I mean, I know that I want to go to college and become a nurse,
but, how will it all actually happen?
I need someone else to make all the decisions,
then life would be much easier.
But, of course, that will never happen.
So, I'll just have to deal.

Well, Martin, this guy form Chadsey, apparently likes me.
He told me that I'm one of the most beautiful girls he ever met,
Lisa isn't even in my category because she's not even pretty at all,
he always thought that he would like to date me, and if me and Justin
ever are to break up, he would love to go out with me.

But, the thing is that he just broke up with his girlfriend, so he's
probably just lonely? Idk, you tell me.

Anyway...
I've felt like I wanted to shave my head all day today.
I swear to the moon, if my hair is messed up/dirty, it will totally
just ruin my mood for the entire day.

My aunt Louise is coming to visit in two days.
I really miss having her around. She is so cool!
Justin will be happy to that that she is coming to visit,
whenever I tell him. lol

I got to see my third favorite movie the other day.
Gypsy 83.
Sooo awesomeee!!
Go watch it, but don't steal it!
=))

I was doing some scrap booking the other day.
I am a little rusty, I must say.
But I just need to get back into it is all.
Oh no. Now I am once again reminded of Lisa.

There's no way I can just forget about her.
It's never going to happen.
I honestly do miss her veryyy much.
I love her. She was the bestest friend I ever had.
But, I know it's for the best that we're not friends.
The problem is John. And I know that John will always be there.
Always.

Okay, let's talk about something happpppppy!
The first thing that comes to m ind is Sponge Bob.
???
I have not an idea.

Oh!
I have something deserving of a rant.
Why has everyone been, like, calling me fat?
My mom, my neighbors, just everyone!
Wtf? I mean seriously, I don't give a fxck, so keep it to yourself.
YOU JERKS!!
If I really wanted your advice about how my body should look, I would
ask. And I am completely content with my body!
I wouldn't even mind if I was a little bigger.
And also! I'm not even fat! I'm just a little chubby, is all.
I love my body. Gahh.

Justin and I cleaned out my whole closet the other day.
Jeeze was there a lot of clothes in there!
I have three huge bags of clothes that either don't fit or I don't want them.
So I suppose I'll get rid of them??

I'm like really tireddd.
And I have school in the morning, well at 12:30pm, but still, in the morning.
So! I will probably be back on here tomorrow.
To write some more ever so lovely random events of my life.
=))

No Longer My Friend.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 11:13:00 GMT

I ended my friendship with Lisa Murray.
She was my best friend for a while there.
But then I thought of what a friend really is to me.
A friend listens, and talks.
A friend tells you before your boyfriend.
A friend doesn't flirt with your every boy you've ever liked, let alone your boyfriend.
A friend accepts advice, or at least considers it, when they ask for it.
A friend doesn't ever act as if they are better, or prettier, or have bigger boobs, than you.(when you don't even CARE!)
A friend doesn't do things just to make you feel bad.

These are only a few of the things that Lisa failed to achieve in the world of best friend-ness.

So, I'm completely done with her.
I haven't talked to her, seen her, or had anything to do with her since February 8th, 2008.

FINALLY!
=))

Survey.

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 03:06:24 GMT

What is your best friend's Mom's name?
*Lisa Murray. (same name)

Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
*Mr. Doyle..

Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
*Yes.

What body part do you wash first?
*My chest?

Do you have any peircings?
*Only my ears for the time being.

What's the strangest talent you have?
*I can make this weird fart noise with my hands.. lol

Do you have an innie or an outtie?
*Innie.

What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
*I don't like Pringles!

Have you ever been tied up?
*Not to where I couldn't get loose.

What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
*I have never been grounded.

Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
*I have never really driven.

Have you ever had two dates in one night?
*Not with two different people.

How many times have you been cussed out?
*MANY TIMES.

Which shoe do you put on first?
*Which ever I grab first.

How old are you?
*Seventeen.

Have you ever been to a gay bar?
*Not yet.

Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
*No.. most of them were boys??

Did you french kiss before you were 16?
*Yes.

Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
*NOO! I would never!

Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
*Justin? He is usually in my bed, though.

Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
*Not that I know of.

Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
*Yeaah...... ICK!

What was your childhood nickname?
*Aim.

When is the last time you played the air guitar?
*I don't remember.

Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
*Come on, I've been all in the boys locker room. At a few schools.

What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
*NOTHING. Don't rub it in.

Have you ever bitten your toenails?
*Uh.. no comment.

How do you normally eat your cookies?
*A piece at a time.

When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
*I don't work out at the gym?

Name something you do when you're alone?
*Talk to myself, reflect.

How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
*I don't know, I've never been drunk.

Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
*Not that I can think of.

How often do you clean out your ears?
*Whenever I need to I guess.

Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
*I wrap it?

About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
*Yeah. Whenever I have one.

Do you have any strange phobias?
*One Word: FUNYUNS.

Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
*Yeah, haha.

What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
*Nothing out of the ordinary.

Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
*Not really.

Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
*Oh yeah, but only by accident.
=|

Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?
*No!

Have you ever played naked twister?
*No lol.

Have you ever been drunk at work?
*Nope.

Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
*.... =))..

Do you want to bring sexy back?
*Nah, I'll let Justin do that.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 05:35:26 GMT

Things:

1. My grandma died on November 8th, 2008.
2. I turned seventeen on January 26th, 2009.
3. I had measles during that time.
4. I transferred to Life Skills from Western.
5. I am pyst at Good Charlotte.
6. I am in an excellent cult on Vampirefreaks called eXposed. (and a staff member!)

I think I will start writing in here regularly.
=))

It Has Been While

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:05:24 GMT

I think about writing on here at least once a week.
But, I forget or I can't think of how to start the entry.
A lot has happened since I last wrote, and I think that's why I haven't done it in so long.
I don't really know where to even start.
(well, I'll just write what comes to mind-in no particular order.)

Remember when I said I couldn't find my camera anywhere??
I found it.. BROKEN!! My STUPID little cousin Corey broke it.
He always has to touch everything.
But, luckily, I arranged for him to buy me a new one.
=))
My new camera has wayy more features but takes crappier pictures.
Although it has 8.2 megapixels, while my old one had only 6.3, the pictures come out bad.
It's better than nothing, though.

I got my report card last week.
This is what I got:

Band: C
Algebra: A
English: A
LUNCH
Management Support: A
Geography: B
Chemistry: A

SEE!! I said I was going to do good this year!

Oh, and I got two of my classes changed. Ugh.
Actually, THEY changed them. I didn't want to switch.
Now, I have this schedule:

1st Hr: Band
2nd Hr: Algebra
3rd Hr: Geography
4th Hr: LUNCH
5th Hr: MGMT SUPT
6th Hr: English
7th Hr: Chem.

They only switched two classes, but come on!
I have been inconvenienced. =((

I re-pierced my ears. (for like the 50th time, lol seriously)
I did that about two months ago. And I still have them in. =))
The problem is that I always take them out too soon and they end up closing.
But this time, I am determined! lol

I got my school ID picture taken the other day.
I look like a mouse because I was "preparing" to smile.
But it's honestly not that bad.

OHHH!! How could I forget?!
I got my hair cut again. It's pretty short.
Shorter than the last time I cut it.
Current Hair Color=Unknown.

I went to Western's Homecoming last Friday night.
With Justin and Francisco.
We got there pretty early and grabbed a good table right away.
It was at the Renaissance Center. (who would've thought)
The decor was really nice for a ghetto-high-school-homecoming-dance.
As people arrived, they flocked to our wonderful table.
By the time we ate, no one had any room to eat at the table because there were so many people.
But we made it work.. and I'm still not completely sure of how. (lol)
The people included Justin, Franky, PEPA, Pepa's boyfriend Jose, Pepa's sister Rosie, Rosie's date Rene, David, David's date Alyssa, Matt, Matt's date Chelsea, and me!
And there was only (supposed to be) room for like six people at the table. lol

But, I had a lot of fun.
I didn't dance or anything like that.
Of course, all they played was rap music. (ew)
We left about an hour before it ended. (to avoid traffic)

And when we got in the cab to go home, it was a nightmare!
Usually when we take a cab home from the Renaissance Center, it takes about five minutes and costs about 7-8 dollars.

But! This cab took us on the freeway to like, the East Side (very scary), then all over in these crazy ghetto places.
By the time we got home (finally!) it took us a total of approximately 25-30 minutes and cost us approximately thirty dollars.

And the high heels I was wearing, tore my feet to pieces!
They are still sore! lol<-----actually not even funny at all.

School.

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 00:02:27 GMT

Well, school has once again started.
The first day was Tuesday, the second of September.
Here's my schedule::

1st Hour: Band.
2nd Hour: Algebra 3.
3rd Hour: English 5.
4th Hour: Lunch. But I work in the library.
5th Hour: Management Support.
6th Hour: Geography. (Mr.Hubert)
7th Hour: Chemistry.

Hey, I can type 43 words per minute.

All my friends (almost) have basically "disowned" me.
Just because I am going out with Justin.
And last year, at lunch, he sat at our table and didn't talk much.
SO they thought he was "weird".
Hmmmmmm....

How shallow??
So now they don't like me, and I pretty much don't talk to anyone in school.
Idiots.

Why are people soo, well, mean??
Whatever, no one cares.

Anyway, I am going to do good in school this year.
I know I say that every year, but this time I am serious.
I have gone everyday all this week.
I plan on going everyday this year, if I can.

Ohh, and I am really sick today.
I woke up feeling quite horrid, this morning.
AND!! I woke up late at around 7:51am.
I have to be at school at 8:05am.
Usually I would stay home for two hours and get ready, but I went.

After school today, I went out to eat with Justin and his mom.
We went to Columbo's.
Then I came home and saw that my little, annoying cousin Corey was here.
Ohhh yayyyyyyyyy!
(not)

I miss ninth grade.
And Lisa.
And other people from the past.
=((

I feel like crap!!!!

I am almost done reading this book called "Marriage Shock".
It's pretty cool. It's about how women change into wives.
Go read it, everyone.

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:46:02 GMT

Here are a few other things I have been doing lately, in random order.

1.Taking vitamins, daily.
2. Sleeping in the living room.
3. Using guy razors to shave. (ouch)
4. Rearranging/cleaning my room.
5. Taking care of my boyfriend.
6. Looking through old notes and reminiscing.
7. Thinking about my past and my future.
8. Trying to be a better friend.
9. Being there for my little cousin more.
10. I apparently gained EIGHT POUNDS. Yayy lol. (it doesn't bother me)
11. Got a yeast infection. (I'm an open person.)

12. I let my nails grow! Really long!

13. Stalking people wayy less.
14. Went school shopping.
15. Died my hair red, again.
16. Hung out with Francisco.

17. Went to the Jazzfest.

18. Saw a few movies in theater.
**The Dark Knight
**X-Files
**The Incredible Hulk
**Mama Mia
19. Crocheting things.
20. TRYING to learn how to knit. (it is so hard!)

Those are most of the weird things I've done.
If I could EVER find my camera, I would have more pictures.
But I have no idea where it is.

Bad Girls Are Great People- Maybe?

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 14:53:51 GMT

Well, so much drama and crazy happenings have been going on in the past month that I honestly haven't had the time for this.
But now I'm back, so hold the tears. (haha)

Justin got caught trying to steal a shirt from Wal-Mart.
Now he's waiting for them to send a letter and ticket in the mail.
His entire family has pretty much disowned him. His mom literally threw him out and now he's staying with me for a while.
Don't worry, we're not having sexual relations. I'm still a virgin.

I swear that boy has sooo many clothes. Like three times the amount I have.
He filled my whole dresser with clothes, plus half my closet and a huge garbage bag of dirty ones.
And he complains that he never has anything to wear, ugh.

Anywayyy.
The day before Justin's birthday, we went to a wake for my aunt Ginger (who passed on Lisa's birthday, Feb. 10th) at a bar called The Old Miami, which was downtown Detroit.
Basically I just played pool the whole time, and randomly talked to family and old friends of the family.

That night I went to see Kansas a couple weeks ago, out back behind the Renaissance center, right on the River.
It was a free concert, and they have one every Friday all summer long.
They were pretty cool. Ohh! And Justin's mom was there so they kinda made-up.
Well, they spent the whole time standing next to each other, having what looked to be FUN.
Lisa and John went, too.
His mom bought us all food and even gave us a ride home. (yayy)

Then on August ninth, it was Justin's birthday.
I woke my pretty boy up really early and gave him presents. =))
I took pictures and he looked so cute, with his hair all a mess.

No one in his family called him except his mom.
Then she told us to get ready because she was taking us out to eat.
We went to my FAVORITE restaurant, The Pegasus in Greek Town. (my favorite ethnic food is Greek, btw.)
Oh and he loves the place as well. We went there on our first date, before homecoming at Chadsey last year.
We had a good time. But it was packed, due to a baseball game downtown.

Then he called his dad and we went over to visit with him.
For about twenty minutes.
Then we left and came home. And just relaxed.

THEN!! Two days ago Justin, His Mom, Her date, and I all went to see Blue Oyster Cult. (another free concert)
We ate at SubWay (eatfresh), which his mom paid for.
Man, her new "boyfriend" is a weird one. Not to sound mean or anything like that, but he's a little off.
I mean, he's alright and even kinda interesting, but... he just says the most outrageous things.
And the worst jokes, my gosh.

Anywayy, after that his mom drove us home (my house).
She told us that his dad was really sick and might even go to the hospital during the night.
So Justin of course had the brilliant idea to walk ALL THE WAY to his dad's house, at 11:30, might I add.
So I went along, because if he had went alone he would have spent the night, and ended up going to the hospital with him and I wouldn't see him for like a week or something.

On our way back, we must have saw at least four cop cars. They didn't stop though.
We crossed the street cautiously, because we knew it was past curfew.
We were right bu Clark Park, when a cop VAN pulls up to the curb.
They told us to come over to the van. They asked us how old we were and we told them.
They told us it was past our curfew and they would have to take us home and talk to our parents.
They put us in the back, the "drunk tank". It was very dark and hot.
Justin was soo nervous. The whole time he was asking them questions, and he would NOT be quiet.
When we got to my house, I had to call my mom outside to bring her ID.
They talked to her and wrote out a ticket for Justin, my mom, and myself. Grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!
But they said that if we all go to court, we won't have to pay a ticket.
So now we are going to court soon. =P

My mom was pyst, of course.
She was acting all crazy, saying that the cop said a bunch of things that he didn't say.
The cops were both actually pretty nice about the whole ordeal.
So we argued all night.

**So kids, the lesson here is: Don't go outside after ten o'clock.
or you will be arrested. =((

Besides all that madness, I have been busy having a semi-normal life.
I am obsessed with the show Clean House.
I am obsessed with cleaning my house.
I am obsessed with going to The Renaissance Festival.
I am obsessed with Hippie music.
I am obsessed with reading.
I am obsessed with the show The Facts of Life.
I am obsessed with board games. (I got this new game called Sniglets, it's great.)
I am obsessed with Neopets.
I am obsessed with scrapbooking.
*I am obsessed with wanting the season to be Autumn and for school to start.

Speaking of school, Justin is going back.
He dropped out before, but he has made up his mind to start doing the right thing.
So that way he can show his mom and everyone else that he's not a total loser.
And the school he wants to go to is Western!! Yayyy!! (my school)

Oh, how I miss Chadsey so. =((
But Western is good.

Also, I'm not sure if I wrote about this before but, my cousin Viola is pregnant.
I'm not really shocked, though.
I wish I could be there for her and get close to her again, but I've sent her several messages on myspace and I even sent one to her sister Michelle asking her to talk to her for me.
I guess she just doesn't want me in her life anymore. =((
And the worst part is that I haven't even done anything wrong to her.
Oh well. =((

I miss my darn cousins.
Someone make them call me!!!
=((

Let's Read Some Books!!

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 15:00:13 GMT

So, I've been going to used stores more than usual lately.
I bought a whole bunch of books about a week ago.
I got one about Down Syndrome, yes I'm interested.
I got one, which I'm currently reading, called "Please Don't Kill The Freshman".
Some more are...
The Waiting Child
Suggestions of Abuse
Ritalin Nation
Odd Girls and Twilight Lovers
All That Lives

I'm almost done reading the first.
I plan on reading them all and buying and reading even more before the summer is over.

ALSO.
I've been scrapping my butt off. (scrap booking)
And I must say, I'm pretty darn good. I finished an entire book in about a week. =))))))))))
I think I might even start some sort of scrap booking company, where I get paid to make scrapbooks for people.
Since I live on an apartment building, I can get a lot of customers. And I don't even have to leave my house.. well apartment. =))
It's JUST an idea, though.

I miss the club. =((
I had about 12 member like 2 months ago.
But then I got kind of lazy and let it fade away.
Grr. Whatever.

I don't like Metallica.
GET OUT OF MY RADIO!!!!!!

Anyway....
I have been up all night without sleeping and it's now 10:49am.
I guess I'll just stay up all day. =))

Justin is at work and I'm bored.
Oh yeah and James has been over for a few days.
He's asleep now.

I'm going to see Good Charlotte on August 7th.
I tried to get Lisa to go, but her mom apparently said no. =((
But, fortunately, my back up best friend, Francisco, CAN GO!!
Yayyyy. I love him.
(he's going even though he doesn't like the band.)

Neopets is still awesomeness.
I'm saving neopoints in my bank account. I will be a rich neopian one day!!
Well, for now I only have about 25,000 something.
Woww, I'm such a dork.

I finally told Lisa EVERYTHING.
There were only a few things she didn't know, that happened not too long ago.
I feel soo much better now that I've told her.
Man, she is really like my mom or something.
I love her like.... a sister? A big sister, even though I'm older lol.

I saw Hellboy II on Friday July 11.
It was pretty cool. Justin took me.
After we spent the entire day downtown Detroit in Greek Town.
I love Greek Town. Especially at night. All the pretty lights and stuff.
We went out to eat at Pappy's.
Justin ate a bowl of chili, cheese sticks, fries, and a sandwich.
I just had some nachos.
It's still doesn't beat Pegasus, though. It's my favorite restaurant.

Neopets

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:33:44 GMT

Well, I am once again obsessed with neopets. (www.neopets.com)
I've been on it 24/7. Literally. (well almost)
I'm in the process of collecting stamps, building onto my neohome, and adding plenty of goods in my shop.
I have been on it so much, that I dream of neopets at night.

Besides that, I went to John's graduation party on Saturday.
We expected it to rain and be postponed, but we were wrong.
It was pretty fun. Up until John's sister started being a BEOTCH!! As usual.
Also before that, someone put a can of beer in the table we were all sitting at.
So Lisa noticed it and picked it up. She asked John where it came from.
Then John's grandma came running over.
She started saying "don't give that to John! Don't you even try that shit! I'm watching you!"
And John told her that she wasn't doing anything.
So she said, "It was in her hand! I saw her trying to give it to you!!"

Me and Lisa had to pee, so we went inside John's house.
I used the bathroom, then Lisa went in. She called John to help her find, well period stuff I guess lol.
So Justin and I were left alone downstairs. We were in the living room and the front door was open a little.
We were playing with his dog and talking and stuff.
He told me to sit with him on the BIG chair. So I did. I was sitting on his lap. But in a non-sexual way.
So John's stupid sister comes barging in yelling at us.
She told us to "get the hell out" and "don't be doing that nasty shit".
Woww. What a bitch.

Then Lisa and John met us out front after we were basically thrown out of his house.
Lisa told John to go yell back at her. But he declined.
So they started arguing as always.
To tell the truth, I really didn't care that she yelled at us, because she was in the right.
John even tried to explain this to Lisa. But she didn't care.

She only got mad because, his sister is always saying mean and hurtful things to her right in front of him.
And he NEVER says ANYTHING.
S they pretty much continued this until John told Lisa to leave.
Then his mom cam outside and talked to us.

It was pretty much settled.
John's mom gave Justin and I a ride home.
We discussed what had happened with her.
She didn't seem mad or anything.

As soon as we got to my house, we both fell asleep right away!
Maybe I'll add some pictures later.

Right now I'm tired, and I might be going out somewhere with Justin tomorrow.
So I need to sleep!!! =))

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:33:56 GMT

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
*Only if I'm in a car or they're right next to me.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
*Mommy dearest lol.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
*Homie Dogg Justin.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
*Mother.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
*River Days??

Recently done anything you regret?
*No.

How do you handle/let go of stress?
*Sleep.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
*Probably not.

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
*Probably so.

Who was the last person to call you?
*Justin.

Who will you be with Saturday night?
*I have no clue.

How many speeding tickets do you have?
*Zero.

What's a fact about the last boy/girl who you called?
*He has pretty blue eyes.

When did you last cry?
*Kinda, last night.

Do you plan on moving this year?
*Nope.

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
*Yes.

What does the last message in your inbox say?
*
xD

Honestly, how many people have you completely fallen for?
*One, two, three, four.

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
*No one.

Name something that made you smile today?
*My pretty boy.

Are you single or taken right now?
*Taken.

Have you ever had sex on a football field?
*I had sex with a football!!
(imavirgin)

Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid?
*Water.

Something you want to know?
*Why are people so cruel??

Something you're happy about?
*Justin.

Last movie you saw in theaters, with who?
*I saw The Hulk with Justin, Lisa, and John.

Where are you right now?
*My bedroom.

What are you doing right now?
*This survey.

Where is your best friend right now?
*At her house I think.

Are you listening to music right now?
*Yes.

Who else is in the room with you?
*Charlotte.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
*Hoodies.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
*Yes.

Who last called you babe/baby?
*I no no.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
*Hmmm I don't know.

SunDress!!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 02:38:30 GMT

Today was pretty fun.

I wanted to go buy a dress to wear to John's graduation.
So Justin and I went outside. We saw a bus stop on my street, so we went to stand by it.
The bus came and we got on it. We thought it would take us somewhere downtown or somewhere.
Little did we know, it would take us to Joy Rd by like the East Side. Omgosh I was soo scared.
Then it let us off on Telegraph in Redford.

Woww.
Then we went to McDonald's so Justin could eat some dead animals.
After that we walked for a while. We went to this store that I used to hate.
But I gave it a chance. When we got in there it was about to close. So we had to hurry.

I saw two racks full of sun dresses. Most of them were quite unattractive. =P
But I found a couple cute ones. I grabbed the best one and ran for the register.
The line was huge!! Justin came a few seconds later to join me.
He got a green and white shirt. (not too nice)

While we were waiting I saw some sunglasses. The first pair I picked up totally matched my dress.
(I don't like to match, usually)
I was like, woah. Coolness.

We bought our stuff and left.
Then Justin had to pee. We walked for soo long trying to find a place with a public bathroom.
Lol. He finally just did his business in an alley.
I was laughing the entire time.

We found a bus stop, going back the way we came on Joy Rd.
We waited there for about twenty minutes. (gosh)
We got on the bus and headed home.
When the bus reached Vernor, we got off.
I wanted to go to CVS, so we started walking. He was tired.
CVS was so CONVENIENTLY closed. Thanks you betches. Well, it was somewhere around 12:00 by then.

So we just decided to go eat at Columbo's.
We both had omelettes. I had my usual cheese omelette.
Justin ordered a mushroom omelette.
AND! Omgosh the waitress thought he said western instead of mushroom.
She took it back and started to make a new one. The manager started yelling and cussing at her.
We both felt soo bad. EEEE!!
(I gave her like a two dollar tip.)(that's good because I don't give tips over a penny)
=))

Anyway. Then we left and started walking home.
All kinds of crazy Red Wings fans were cheering in the streets for their victory!!
YAYYYYY!!!! WOOO!!!! lol

We got home. I took a shower. And am about to go to sleep!!
Yayy. Sleep!!

Renaissance Center!!

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:51:03 GMT

Today Justin and I were bored so we decided to do something.
We went downtown to the Renaissance Center. It's the tallest building in Detroit!
We walked around for a bit. Then we went in some cool stores.
There was a candy store. Justin went crazy!! He actually bought a POUND of candy for TWELVE DOLLARS!!
By far the most dumb decision he has made since I've known him.

(I don't like candy)

Anyway...
Then we went to the movie theater that they have in there.
We saw Sex In The City. It was pretty awesome.
I didn't eat anything all day. I believe that Justin is trying to starve me to make me skinny? (probably not the case)

We took a bunch of pictures. All the security guards thought we were older than we actually are lol.
We left the place around 12:00am.

We took the people mover around downtown. Then we found a bus stop and waited for like thirty minutes.
We got home around 1:30am. Woww what a day!!

I have decided to wear a dress to my BarBeQue(formerly poolparty).
My aunt said I can't have more than 30 people attend and that's too many people to go in the pool.
=(( No pool party this year. I had to take my 55 people guest list and narrow it down to a 34 people guest list.
It was hard. I figured that about 8 people won't show, so 34 isn't too many to INVITE.

Camera!!

Sat, 31 May 2008 00:20:28 GMT

My digital camera works again.
I was so happy today when I realized that my camera has miraculously fixed itself.

A few months ago I was carrying it in my bag at school and when I took it out to use it, the screen was cracked.
Then a few weeks later my memory card stopped working and no other memory card would work in it.
So this left me with a screen that I couldn't see anything in and an internal memory that holds about six pictures at a time.

Luckily now, it magically works, except the screen is still messed up.
Before I couldn't take any video at all, now I can take long videos!! Yay!!
Also, I can take up to like 500 or more pictures at a time.

=))

Tuesdays

Wed, 28 May 2008 16:56:56 GMT

Okay.
So last night I didn't go to sleep, so I decided not to go to school today.

I left the house with Justin. I had to turn in my JROTC uniform today so I had to go to school, at least for a minute.
I went in the front door, then straight to the back door, and let Justin in the school.
He had to sneak in because, he doesn't go to my school anymore.
He was wearing my pajama pants, which are clearly for girls lol. People were laughing.

I turned in my uniform and then we made an escape out the back door.
We ran across the street so that we were safe from the security guards.
We walked ALL THE WAY to Justin's house. Which is only about 20 blocks from the school.
When we got there we went to his dad's house, who lives right next door to his mom. (I know, how weird)
He cooked us food, and we ate. I was full and no longer hungry, yay.
Man, that boy sure can eat.

Then we headed over to his mom's house. I think she is starting to actually like me lol.
We went with her to help do her laundry. I helped a lot, while Justin pretty much just sat there doing nothing lol.
Then while the clothes were in the dryer we all went to this deli place across the street.
I was already full, but I got something to eat anyway.
I ordered a grilled cheese, since I'm a vegetarian. It came with a pickle. It was big and crunchy like a pickle, but had no taste.
This darn grilled cheese had to have had at least five slices of cheese on it!! It was like eating peanut butter lol.
After that I was so full that my stomach hurt.

We went over and folded the clothes and loaded them into the truck.
When we got back to his house, he got his mother to give him fifteen dollars for basically doing nothing the whole day.
He of course bought a pack of gross cigarettes, which he is going to definitely quit on June 1st.
(and if he doesn't, I will definitely break up with him!)

Well, anyway, then we fell asleep on his mom's huge recliner chair. It was soo comfortable, and we were so tired.
We slept for about two good hours. Then it was time to go home, because "school" was about to be over lol.
We tried to get his mom to give us a ride, but she said no. =((
So we walked, and walked, and walked.

When we got to my house, my mom said "I know you didn't go to school today!" and Justin, being so smart and wonderful, started smiling like a child. Then we just admitted to skipping. She said "I don't really care, since it's the end of the school year, but I don't want you to lie to me and I want to know where you are."
So I got caught, but didn't get in trouble. Yayy.

Then we ordered pizza, I got cheesy bread. Yayy.
I ate and then fell asleep for awhile.

What an eventful day. =))

Train Station Adventure!!

Tue, 27 May 2008 00:55:37 GMT

Today was absolutely crazily exciting.

My best friend Lisa, my current boyfriend Justin and I have been planning to go exploring the old abandoned train station in downtown Detroit.
We decided to go through with it today around 6:00pm.
When we got there we had to find a way in, since the entire premises was fenced and had barbed wire along the top of the fencing.
We found about three ways to get in. One was pretty dangerous, another was okay but far from the the station itself, and the last was easy but risky. We chose the easy entrance.

As we were going in, a few older people were ahead of us.
They had professional cameras and other equipment. Knowing that there were other people among us made us all feel a little better about the whole thing. When we finally got inside, it was beautiful. Everything was destroyed and torn up, but I could tell at one point it was grand. As the others were taking pictures, we looked around. There was graffiti all over the walls. Empty spray paint cans and random garbage covered the floors. The ceilings were very high. There were many rooms with no doors and windows with no glass. We found a staircase towards the back of the building. So we ventured on.

The first few floor looked similar to the first. The layout was simple and well-built.
There were holes in the floor in some places, so we had to be careful. As we went high and higher, the stairs got more flimsy and dangerous.
Every few steps, there would be a soft metal step that we could easily fall through. This was probably the most scary part so far.

The walls and floors were worse on the floors towards the top.
It was quite a depressing sight. At this point we were stepping over huge chunks of concrete and watching out for boards with bug rusty nails sticking out. The top two floors were really bad. The wooden flooring was buckling from water damage and the ceilings and walls were horribly falling apart. I almost fell a few times.

When we reached the top floor we could see the sky above us. We needed to find a way to the very top of the train station.
We found an old, rusty, narrow staircase. We went one at a time to avoid a dangerous collapse. I was the last to go.
The top was gravel-filled and high above the ground!! We felt accomplished, but then we saw that there was another higher level.
We went up this wobbly ladder one at a time. I was holding the flashlight, so I decided to throw it up to Justin. I tried several times until it broke. He was pretty mad since it was his and our only flashlight.

We looked down at the ground. We were twenty floors above land. It was breath-taking.
The cityscape was beautiful. The sky was very nice to look at from that high. We walked around up there for awhile. Justin wrote his name with some paint or something. We were so proud that we had finally made it!! Lisa had the greta idea to moon the city below us.
So we did it! It was crazy-fun. We laughed a lot. After about fifteen minutes up there, I got dizzy and my head started hurting.
I think it was from being up so high and looking down so much.

We got ourselves together and said goodbye to the summit.
We went down the ladder and started going down the stairs.
As we walked down the rickety stairwell, Lisa spotted a man in black with a flashlight.
She said he was looking around and she thought it might be a cop. We all stopped and became silent.
A few minutes later we continued down the stairwell, being extra quiet and extra careful. We reached the first floor again, and we were being as quiet as we could. We looked around corners for this cop, but we didn't see him. We looked outside for a cop car, but there was no car.

We thought we were safe enough to exit out the way we came in.
As we started towards the door, Lisa was leading the way. We heard something, so we started running the other way.
She saw the cop, so she told us to just stop. We did and he began to yell and curse. He told us to get against the wall and with our hands up. It reminded me of television shows. I was so scared I was about to pee my pants (since I already had to go pee really bad!!).
He kept asking why we were in there and what we were doing. Lisa said "It's not a big deal, people come in here all the time."
This made him very upset. Another police officer arrived and he told us to follow him into the other room.
They began questioning us and telling us how bad this was. They said it was a $1000 fine fro trespassing on private property and since we were minors our parents will get an additional $1000 fine. They asked Lisa and Justin for their names. Before she could answer, I said Lisa Murray without thinking. I tend to spill my guts under pressure. I could tell she was mad that I told them her real name.
They never asked me for mine. After scaring the crap out of us for about ten minutes, they told us to never come in there again and to get lost. We are so lucky that we got off free.

All in all, this day was insane and fun.

Although, we probably won't be going back in there for a loooooong while!!

=))